Timessss

A new month againtime seems to be flying real fastFirst it was January and now it is August already...

Life is so sad and sickall i did for this whole 2008 was work,work and workthis is so absurd!

New family member - Blackie

** my father wif blackie

Introducing the latest addition to the family. His name is Blackie. It’s only less than 1 year’s baby dog ... He is very naughty and active. He is black and brown in color.
My father claimed that he is the handsome ever...

My father adopted him anyway, because he is very smart and cute. My father tell me, he actually have an owner who stay near by the market. The owner uses to tell my father, few weeks back blackie accidentally follows the owner to nibong tebal (its like pandan indah to klcc ) and hide inside the lorry. But so bad, blackie does not come back with the owner by car. After few days, Blackie is back by his own and he looks so thin and fall sick. The owner is so surprise. My father pity on blackie so decided to bring him home but in order to keep him, we must keep him outside the house because I’ve already have a little king inside the house … DINO!


Welcome to “ Huang “ family, Blackie ….

Penang Trip

** My Fren's hse warming at Mayfair, everyone ar chilling
enjoying the red wine, bt not me ..



** 3 ladies get ready for Fren's dinner -- > PARTY!



** i meet shabu at adrian hse, cute ryte !!



** mei mei & adrian fetch me while im super hungry dat time

26/07/2008, Saturday day morning, I put my lazy ass on the bus go back to my hometown, after my arrangement I decided to
Go island straight to meet up my super frens! My lovely mei mei & adrian pick me up (sorry dat wake u guys up so early) and we go for a
Lunch. We're having our lunch at new world park, because i desperate to eat " sweet sweet kith in hokier ". I order that and kuew teow soup for ma lunch,
When the indon gal sends the food for me, I prepared rm6 to give her. But she say “kak, rm3 sahaja” ...mmm, I look at her and blur ..." oh ok ok, rm3” ...after 5 second,
I say to May... wtf ..." rm3 ", so damm cheap. mei mei say " Jes, Ur back to Penang ok! .. woah, ok ok ... after taken our lovely lunch, we went to prangin mall becoz mei want to have a hair cut
What... so lousy man...i dont like prangin mall, i try 2 shop ther but its just make me more hate prangin mall. What kind of the fashion nowadays, all lala's clothes man... damm! I’m so disappointed ~
After May hair cut, I can’t wait to get out from prangin mall now! Now! ...

In the evening, meet up zoey along... back to adrian's hse for a rest and dress up prepared to go for John's partner hse warming... guess what, i found a lovely pet at adrian hse. His name is
Shabu... " shabu shabu " He is so cute and its just a 8 weeks new born baby, of course me and Kay non-stop taking picture wit him ..**

Let's go... Let's go... All of us have ready for our self, pakai cantik cantik .. Mei mei looks like a princess, love !!! Let's go... we went to John's partner hse warming, woah .. Mayfair's apartment...
Rm2.7 million, wash ~ buffet dinner.. Love love it!!! we've enjoy our self chilling at his hse , everyone chilling wit the red wines serve.. But not me ok .. i hate red wines .. i can sleep !
but actually inside my heart, i cant wait to go momo and glo to looks for my old frens and say hi ... in the late night, finally all of us go .. and PARTY !!!

God send me a lovely WITCH !

love this picture so much.. Its like me and my hubby ... Sorry hubby, dont angry of me ... Stitch's eye look like u ! wee ..

At the first day I met my hubby, I never thought he will become mine. So I guess, god send me a witch. But my witch is unlucky, because I've lots of problem comes to me in the same time. My Family's Problem killing me, Dis n that... Urgh ! I don’t know why I getting impatience and always hurt my hubby and bring my hubby trouble. I’m sorry.
My witch is more than what I expected. I want to be strong, so that I can show my hubby how much I appreciate him. ;)
To my hubby, thanks for everything you have done for me. I love you so so so so so much!

Sinus

我的鼻涕一直在流 .. 流 .. 流 .. 流 .. 流 .. 流 ..
Tissue Paper 一直用.. 用..用..用..用..用..
救命啊！我给你我的鼻子，我不要了。

My sinus getting worst, i always feel pain .. and sometimes da pain make me headche.
I went for specialist, doctor advice me to go for a small surgery on my nose. WHAT!!!!!!!!!!
Inside my nose something is blocking, i always feel headche because of that too ..

mmm, now in my mind .. i've have alots of question marks ???????? should i go for the surgery ~
She say " No need Jazz, after operate, it will come back again " ..
He say " Go for second opinion Jazz " ...
Mr say " i've operate more than 7 times, but i found that this medicine could help u " ...

Hmmmmm, should i operate ?!! ~ Please advice me ...
I'm so comfuse ryte nowwwwwww.... Help ~~~~~~~~~

Work

I think i don't know how to get over my work stress after work .. i feel bad...i should learn how to forget about work after working hours. i just feel bad i don't know this and that.it is like no qualification to contribute. So i decide to forced myself to learn, but my brain can't afford to absorb to many things in short period.

I just don't like to useless, i want to be useful. I just want to help more ..
Life is about to learn, and learn and learn ...
so im learning now, and its makes me feel great and great and great ...
guess what, i've a high score on my QSM score .. 85% and i got a certificate given by VIP frm america.
Woah, the feelings was so nice ~
and today, my beautiful TL comment on me .. " Jesmine, you improve alots " ...
In ma heart ... " Yes, i know i can do it ... Keep it up Jesmine "







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Aku Tak Mahu Sendiri - Bunga Citra Lestari

Sejak ia pergi dari hidupku
Kumerasa sepi
Kau tinggalkan ku sendiri disini
Tanpa satu yang pasti

Aku tak tahu harus bagaimana
Aku merasa tiada berkawan
Selain dirimu
Selain cintamu

Kirim aku malaikatmu
Biar jadi kawan hidupku
Dan tunjukkan jalan yang memang
Kau berikan untukku
Kirim aku malaikatmu
Karena ku sepi berada disini
Dan didunia ini aku tak mau sendiri

Tanpa terasa kuteteskan air mata
Yang tiada berhenti mengiringi
Kisah dihati

Aku tak tahu harus bagaimana
Aku merasa tiada berkawan
Selain dirimu
Selain cintamu

Dan didunia ini aku tak mau sendiri


** Actually this song doesn't mean anything to me ..
But some how i love this songs, the melody and all ...
Yes, Aku Tak Mau Sendiri ~
Hubby, You're always be wif me .... to end of da lifes ...

Crazy Saturday Nitez

Stupid Brain ... i feel that i psycho oredi `
I've no idea how come suddenly i become like dis.
I really dunno what i want ?! what i'm thinking ..
I just know how to cry only .....

im sorry hubby, suddenly make you so worried and headache..
im not mean it .. its just i dunno what happen 2 me ~

suddenly i cant make a choice that what i want to eat and where i want to go ~
Sudah Gila ker aper .. Aiyoyo `

*** in d end ... cook bubur n eat ..... sigh z .

Happy 1st Anniversary Hubby ~

08/07/2008 will mark our 1th year together as a couple. It's funny how fast time flies. I still remember how start 1 years ago. I'm your fans .. wakaka :)

Anyway, this post is to thank you,my baby for being such a wonderful boyfriend all the while and may we have many more anniversaries to celebrate in the future!


being there for me whenever I needed you
being so understanding whenever I throw tantrums
turning me into who I am today,without you I think I'd still be lost
bringing me to so many places
being the worm in my tummy because you never failed to read my mind and will always find out what I want and need
working so hard to get me everything
for being so patient with me
for allowing me to be who I am
for taking care of me
and for always forgiving me whenever I did something bad
I can't thank you enough baby but all I can do is to love you back as much as you love me.


I love you hubby :)

Special Birthday Wishes From My HuBby

To my dearest Noryn Jesmine Ng bt Abdullah :

My princess,
My lil' doll,
You are priceless,
Among all..

Though we've been through a lot,
Some are sweet n some are not,
Together we stand,
Across the land,
Side by side till the end..

Thanks to you,
I'm out of blue..
I'm daring and bold,
Coz you Jazz of my soul..

Maybe I seldom,
Express my feelings,
Coz when true feelings come,
There's no need for shouting..

My future WIFE..
Mother of my Children's
I dedicate my LIFE,
To our Love's Abundance..!

Happy 22nd Birthday My love..

May God Bless Us..
Amin.

BLOG - 19/07/2008, Become Normal Sudah ! Suddenly feel like writing blog here.. I use to tell Lina .. " im an stupid Gal, lazy and dunno how to write all this blog." .......... Apa Pasal Pula, now i write blog ... wakaka .. Don care !

Maybe Blogging is the only activity that keeps me sane. this blogs may keeps all the memories that are needed in the future when i reflect back to the good/bad times that i've been through, and this bl0g will basically be the tool to remind me who i was and how much i have change as years go by.

Let's go .......................................

Being In Love

hmm, I Love this photo .. ** sharmane, you're right !
everyone out there thought we are married already'! mm,
Don misunderstand when you see this pic huh !


LOVE certainly makes me FAT ..

no doubt.*swt*

Dino ~ My Son
Mummy miss you deeply..
hope you're happy there with your grandpa and auntie & uncle jian Jian..
Hear that you've a fren- blackie at home ..
Don naughty yea, He is bigger than u .... :)
Wait for me, mummy is comin back soon to kiss u**

need some inspiration and motivation to keep me moving.